At the suggestion of one of my face book friends, I have decided to start a blog. I can't even text, but now I am blogging. This is good because it will be one more thing that keeps me at home so I can't spend any money. Do I think that anyone will read this? I am thinking not. But that is ok, because i have found that in the last 2 or 3 years I have started talking to myself, so clearly, i have become accustomed to being ignored.
I can't believe that we are starting a new decade. This past one was full of both great and horrible, both personally, and universally....Matthew was born, which was great. Even with all of the issues we had with him-his helmet, his inability to walk, he has turned out reasonably terrific, even with inheriting my mood disorder and his father's seasonal escema (?) September 11-wtf. so happy my kids were to young to go through that. Reading the bios of the people who passed in the times....horrible, inconceivable...and this war that we are in now. Is it helping? If they reinstate the draft, sorry kids, I am out of here. My boys can't even do chores, they'd be killed on the front line for sure.
My miscarriages..ugg...my choice for a fourth taken away from me....and relearning why I don't get along with my in laws all at the same time! Our construction....love my kitchen, love that my boys have their hockey room and I have my bunker so I can watch my dvr and not have to watch football....Jack's bar mitzva-awesome. grateful to GOD for the good, and for the bad because it is all part of the same plan....of which I have no idea what that is.
As for the next 10 years....scary to think how incredible or how awful they can be!! One day at a time kids.....one day at a time.....